Miss Me. Hate Me. But don't LOVE Me.

Saw her. 60% sure.

2012-01-23T13:40:00.002+08:00

March. Here i Come.
Will be me and Mr Sembawang. We will be it. OK. lame. Just now went for a jog. Im not sure who i saw but i only 60% sure it was her.

Just that wanna post. Have to get up and push on straight. Mr Sexy Bedok..

Ways to Celebrate Your Own Birthday

2012-01-03T18:04:00.004+08:00

My Bd is coming. So as per normal. Celebrate with family. I don't think others remember my Bd either, but it is ok. I buy a advance present for myself, with my own money. Like pathetic my life huh. Guess it is like that then. I bought a Adidas watch. From Bugis to Tampines. I search like a person searching for his life. So yeah. I failed my IPPT. 4 station with 5 point. 2.4km not completed. Boo hoo.

So moral of the story. Never try if you know you going to fail. Try only when you want to change.

Remember..

2011-12-24T14:13:00.002+08:00

On 14December 2011, location E5, time on 1335hrs. Item was sent. Containing of 4 hair pin. 3 yellow and 1 blue.

23December 2011, "thanks" message was sent.

It was like history happening itself. So yeah. There nothing i could or can say. It been a downhill. So needed to push myself back on track. Hope that is the case.

Point to remember.
-Staying the same and not opening up is better

-Remember who i am

-Always to mirror one image first

All day Home On Saturday

2011-12-10T19:58:00.002+08:00

Today is Saturday. Yeah. Exam is just around the corner. It been stressful all day. I was thinking to studying today but end up watching Korean drama all day! Haha. I been hooked to Korean drama since i was 16! Woohooo! The drama title My Fair Lady with my Favorite actress Yoon Eun Hye. The drama was nice and sad. I now was on the 7 episode! 9 more episode to go and next drama will be Lie to me also played by Yoon Eun Hye.

When watching the drama, it was nice if it really happen to each of us. That is why it called drama. Either it is re-act or just dream life story. Most of it is just a dream life story. I been telling myself that the only place i can be happy is in my dream. Everyone have the greatest job on earth which is dream. Day dreaming, night dream. Inside the dream, you can be anything, anywhere, have the whole thing in the world, or just be with the love one that have lost. What i know not all dream come true. No matter how hard of effort we put in it, it might just be a passing cloud. There are total 8 billion people living on earth. If each dream do come true, it will be the end of the world. Haha. Just a piece of my mind.

Lastly. Im sick!!!!

Yun Eun Hye

2011-12-06T14:38:00.000+08:00

Stone

2011-12-02T15:01:00.000+08:00

So Hee 2

2011-11-30T09:25:00.001+08:00

So Hee

2011-11-29T22:48:00.000+08:00

Rocky

2011-11-17T20:38:00.002+08:00

Another rocky fighting for life!

Confess

2011-11-16T22:33:00.003+08:00

I did not notice but i confess. Then offline was the name of reply.

Scared. History like repeating itself. Certainly. How? and Why?I do not know why. I know i do not trust girls. I'm scared of them. But when i started to be fond to a person. It is like i am against my own taboo. One side saying why are you breaking up yourself, you are doing great.The other side telling me to move on. Open up to the world. Start by small trust.

Now, the situation is different. I really do not know. How. Why don't you people tell me.

Baby e.

Forget and past!

2011-11-11T21:01:00.003+08:00

Hello there.. The angel from nightmare.. haha. Ok, now im at home. Looking at the screen, thinking what to write. My lecturer forgotten to open the portal for the assignment. Now i have 2 freaking assignment. My weekdays is burn. For the past few days, many thing had happen. Oh ya, last Friday i had a mental breakdown. So, the lecturer grade me the lowest. In the morning, i was happy, crapping like always. Then, out of nowhere, the thoughts of the past came to life. I was totally down to the core. Yes, you might asking why out of sudden it came. I been asking to myself.

Never mind about that, last Tuesday i went for my reservist IPPT. I did not not school. But wait, it is raining. So 2.4km cancel. Reschedule to next month! Yes, next month and i forgot to apply LOA! it have been 3 days!!!!!!!! OMG!

Better do it tomorrow. I am going to school for study group session. So people on earth. Remember.

Rattatata!! ( Caption from movie MArs Attack!)

2011-10-31T22:24:00.002+08:00

This is Thor. Nice statement! Today, was a very tired day. Sleep really late. Thus lack of energy. Lack of energy = to weird plus crazy attitude. I shout back at my faci. Thinking he was my friend disturbing me. I was like!!!>!!!>!>!>! Speechless. I did apologize to him.

Then went to gym. Seriously, school gym is good gym with heavy weight. But what i can see is that my strength is dropping because firstly is the surrounding;not familiar and secondly is the people. Really irritating and got no manner and etiquette. Not trying to be a bitch in complaining. But seriously, what i did is incline chest dumbbells, chest press machine, fly machine and tripe pull-down. What kind of workout is that. Not even intensive. I still prefer Tampines Gym. Ya, even though the weight is light. My workout will be a blast out of the world routine.

Must find back my mojo of training. I seen an 18 year old do 50kg dumbbells. Not jealous just wondering why am i not doing it. Why can't i do that? Must really do some mojo-searching. Haha.

Now, need to sleep. Recuperate. Cau world. B.E!!!!!

Return

2011-10-29T15:11:00.002+08:00

Hello there earth. Long time since i update my blog. It have been so long. Really long.

So had happen for the past day, week and month that have pass.

I now studying. Further my education. Needed to secure my place in NTU or other university. I am a first year student studying Sport & Exercise Science. It is hard? Hell shit it is. I can become a doctor or a medical student. The school is good and weird as it filled with weird student. In class, it feel like i surrounded by young, ambitious, immature(mostly), love to complain student. Yes, i know i am old. But education is not only for the young one.

I completed my National Services. Experience? Quite a lot as i was posted as a patrol officer. I seen a lot of drama, death, chasing, complaining, more complaining and more complaining.

Right now im in school, studying the anatomy of muscle and preparing for exam. And i am alone!! Two of my friend "paitau". So monday will be war. Nah, just act sulk so they will treat me food. Lastly, i am hungry.. So need to find food and continue studying again.

Get Away people! One life, one thought, one road. Walk it or leave it.

Miscoomunication

2010-02-23T09:35:00.002+08:00

This is not abandon. No No No. Hahah. Just that i have nothing to write. YEsterday went for training. Wow. I love it. I reali do. I did shoulder. My fav part. But boi john din turn up. What i heard the story is that my sis cause him to come late. In the end,he was too tired to come. Nvm. It is ok.

Then when im returning home. Got a call from office. Ouh you must be in station by 3.30pm
Now time is 2.45pm! And im still in the bus otw home! What. Fuck ah. Just take my own sweet time. Then Reach court. They say start at 6!. 6 pm! Miscommunication. Cialat.

N my jacket. Cnt take XL. Must take 4XL. Ya. 4XL. That big. Hahah.

There really nothing for me to write. So just cau.

Now!

2010-02-19T10:45:00.002+08:00

It is been a long time since i updated my blog. A long long time. Hhaha. Nvm. I just had no time. Everyday seem to be Bz and tired. Yesterday have deployment. Was totally crap. Then i went to watch movie! Percy Jackson. Wooooo. Long time since i din watch movie! With Fareed,ana and two more person who i din noe. Hahaha. Then went home. Was damn fucking tired. TIRED!
Now at home. Getting ready to went for training. Then Got deployment.

Ouh ya. Last time when i was jogging. WHen i was jogging. I thought i saw someone. But reali do not know who? Was walking past block 111 when i saw this couple. I look. Then i look straight. Then thinking again. Was that? Hmmm. I don't know. Just a hunch. Then went for my training.

That my thing. Training. Save money. Go work. That all.

GDBYE!
(Updated just this short after so long of disappear!)

,.,.,., Nothing.

2010-01-10T16:38:00.002+08:00

Wazzuppp... Im home... Just finish gym.. Someone kol me to train him. Yeah. My heart is felt.
Hahaha. Dun understand right. Its ok. I myself dont understand too. Meet him at 6.

As for now. Ummm. nothing. Like i say. It is a Copy n Paste routine for me. Simple and boring.

Nothing to type.

Cau. Maybe 2mr have story.

Wannabe

2010-01-05T10:13:00.006+08:00

New YEar??? Ummm.. Hmmm.. Ok. I went ard jln2 ard my umm bedroom. Haha.

For 20 years since im small i dont celebrate countdown. Yesterday not working. So went to gym Zai lambat!! 1 hour late. Haha. Was fun duh in the gym. all my friend was in there. Then went makan. Then jln2 ard. Then home. Ouh ya. I went to watch some video n really make my day.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zUNJvsr8k8g

Laugh when watching it. Hahahha. Make my day!!!!!!Now im waiting to go work. Reading book and drinking from my own cup. Haha.

Wazzupp.... Now wanna eat.. Cau.. Umm.. daa.

Someone seating on out seat

2009-12-30T08:52:00.003+08:00

MOrning... Morning... Ugaaaahhhh..

Yesterday i went to the gym. Yeah. Do my shoulder. Wow. Was the best. Did my shrug for about 160 kg. Yeah. The went makan. With ruzaini. Boi Gilera. Ate KFC again. Aiya.. Went to watch movie. Bodyguard and Assasin. Power!!! Oh ya, We kinda reach late. Movies start at 420. We reach about 435. Tot have the stupid commercial. Then when we came. It look like there was no seat for us at all. Wait a minute. No seat. I check again. Oh,some is sitting on our seat. I point at them. Everbody was looking at me cuz im kinda where white n big. Haha. The couple got scared then moved away. Nabeh shit. Haha.

Then we sat n watch the wow movie!!!!!!!!!!

Then went home!

And that all. It is all the same. As for today. Maybe same. Just not watching movie. Just go train.

Daaaaaaaaa

Same

2009-12-26T14:16:00.002+08:00

Sometimes daydreaming is better than reality. For some. Haha. Been off for so long. Got time for myself. From tuesday,i went to the gym. Wed I went to the gym. Thurs i went to the gym.
Someone there told me did you go for a holiday. What did you do for your holiday?

I answer. My off i went to training. I took leave so that i can go for training. As for long leave. I went for training.
Asked again. Dont you go out with your friend?
I answer. Yes. I sometime go out with them. After my training. Or i called them to go cardio with me.
Asked again. Your life is boring ah. Poor thing.
I answer. It is been like this for 3 years. What to do.....

Hahaha. That my life. Kinda boring. Oh ya. Friday i went to California Fitness at Raffles. Just wondering through.The trainer told me are you 25? What!!!!!!!! Im just 20! 5 years is alot of diff.
Then we went home. That all. Then today woke up. Go for a jog. Do cardio at home. And That all.
Here i am. Nothing.

Daaa... Miss you all..

Sad sad day

2009-12-19T16:19:00.002+08:00

Sad sad day. Friday was the last day of Syariah Court. At least was happy ah. Can take leave.
But that day. In the court was happy. After that,i felt something was missing.
Do not know what it is. Haiya. After taking pic,smile,laugh back to station. Me n marzuki went home.

Outside station,we was talking n walking slowly. Was asking him,what is it that i forgot something. At last,it was the feeling of the place and the people. My eyes start to be heavy with tears. Marzuki kept his cool by smoking but din help. Then tears kept falling down. Was funny shit and sad. Big guy who tears easily fallen. Waaaa.. Marzuki eyes too was same but kept cool. Kanasai. Was a sad day. It is like we wont see them anymore. That only the court. How about ORD. Me leaving station,my team and my friends. It gonna be sad. Reali sad.

NS is like making you how it is like to feel of moving foward. Into the adult world. Haiya. Was sad.

K lar..The more i type,the more i think about it. Just got back from training. With Siddiq n arab.
Now relax,then going to boon keng.

Cau.. N if you do love someone,do keep hold on to it. Was it is let go. Mean it will be lost.
Forever.

Bz

2009-12-15T20:37:00.003+08:00

BUZY!!!! NO TIME TO BLOG.

Court is moving soon...

Ahhh..Miss the Court and Public yang tk betul.

Cau.... 5 days straight work!

OMG

Block 111

2009-12-01T10:10:00.003+08:00

Hei people of 2009 Earth! Haha. Been long time since i update my blog. Haha. It was a ummm Not hectic week. But just a long time consuming week. Here i m,updating my blog. I just come back from my training. Wooo.. At there,i met all my gym buddies. Since long time i din saw them. My routine was leg.!!

Damn. Leg. Haiya. Pain n pain. Then arm,stomach. Haha. My stomach is becoming worst.
WORST!!! OMG!!

Last saturday we went out. Wanna watch movies at first but full. Damn. We ate at Swensen. Me,kaya n siddiq. Aisyah,pity her. The waitress. She was tiny. We were like monster. Haha. She took our order. I can see she was terridied. Then we ate. After that jln2. Then went home.

After that,we met Sheril!!! Ahhhh.. Miss her so much. My primary sch. Cuz all live so near. We like bond together. She was like OMG. You 3 mcm Gorrilla. Hahah.

Then went home. Then now. Hmm.. PLay game abit. Then iron my clothes. Then went for jogging! Cau peeps.

B.l.o.c.k 111.

Gym training with Khairi

2009-11-22T16:43:00.002+08:00

Burp.. Just eaten roti john. Made By Nasri!!!! Hahahaha.. Was delicious. Went to gym Met all my buddies. Train leg. Was kinda tired. But still can go.HUH? How can that be. Ohhhhhuuuuuuu..
Haha. Maybe my stamina becoming strong. Haha. Then went home. And cook Roti john.

Yesterday went top gym with Khairi. AHHHhhhh... Long time i din saw him. Was great time with him. The go goyoyo to eat. Then he went to my block to take currypuff. Ntah from who.
Then back to my home. Home sweet home. That is my job. Went for training. Then home. If not.
Went to work. Then back to home. Mcm robot. Haha. Ok ah..

That all folks. If you all reading this. It will be the same n the same n the same. Do not Expect to much.

Cauu...

What Goes Around. Come Around. It Might Not Be You.
But It Will Come. Hard.

PANGKAR ME???

2009-11-19T08:04:00.002+08:00

Wazzupppp... Long time i din blog. Haha. I was on Apec duty. Was fun duh. At first was like oh shit. Apec. Damn. But i love it. It was fun! My partner. Haha. My buddies. Apec week gone. Now new year. Hmmm.... New year. Nothing much. Oh ya. I bought new supplement. Hope It work!
Ok then now for the latest news!!!

New Inspector have arrived. I dun noe about the chinese guy but the fucking malay Ammar is bullshit. Crap sia. He just joind and expect we all to welcome him with open arm. Hello. Welcome to the department. He did not even know me. Inside the van yesterday,he was sitting behind me. He told my buddies,"STUPID", that he PANGKAR ME!!!! hahaha. Pangkar me. What. What have i done wrong. Nothing. Really. I haven met you. I do not talk much to you either.
Wait...
It is because i sat in front on the van. AND you end up sitting behind of the van.?? BEcause of the YOU PANGKAR ME!!!!????!!! Hahhaha.. Fuck ya. That why they gave you Inspector for no reason. To pangkar people who take up ur seat at the van. Funny and childish. Ahhh. Do not care about him ah. Hope he die young.

N for now. Getting ready for gym n work.. Woooo....
Wazzzupppp.. Smile people. It is a bright sunny day. Smile. N love you loves one.
Oh ya. I broke the toilet flush handle. Too strong i guess. Hahaha.

Competition

2009-11-05T08:15:00.003+08:00

Wazzupp. Long time i din blog. I was pull back from Eagle Guard! N what. You Are Selected For The Special Duty! I cnt say it. Confidential. I was like wahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!.

Crap crap n more crap. Haiya. Yesterday was fun duh. Me,khai n shahul in court. Some called our boss n told we were not in. I was like. NO WAY!!!! The assistant director was in rage!! Hahaha. Fuck lar. But we having our fun there. Morning till afternoon. Was laughing n laughing.

Made my day. Hahaha. In court, someone try to put someone with me? What.? No no no. I keep telling them dun wan lar. Cnt ah. But nvr told them what the real reason is. Just persistant no n quiet. Then all court officer called me kerek ah,sombong ah blablabla... Sometime it is hard if they do not noe the real stroy. Haiya....

Better keep your mouth shut. Sometimes hiding is better than letting out.

Today I was in good mood n my heart was satisfied to it content. I had a dream.

Dream. My Dream was in shopping centre. With who. With her. Haha. Ya. Her!! That person.

When i woke up. I was like. Was that her?

Did In my dream, i hold her hand?

In Dream,many thing can happen.. You can even be president of anything country. I with my biggest smile from when ah??? Dun noe. Now ah. Typing this content. I just cnt believe it. Actually i was dreaming with her. Not those erotic dream. Haha. Just normal,in shopping centre,then send her home. The weird thing is i send her home. Which is the same place she live in.Pass my old school. Have to cross the road. There it is. After that,i woke up. Hahaha.

K lar. That was in.Today my training... Competition is coming. AHhh!!!!!

Cannot sure if i can make it... Gd luck to myselff......

Outing

2009-11-01T16:10:00.004+08:00

Wazzupppp... Long time i din blog. Maybe im a family man already. Hahaha.

Mcm paham. Hmm. What happen this week. Hmm. I know i've been transfer to Orchard.

Haiya. Change of family again. Would you feel good if you kena campak here and there.

Yes. Im been doing training from yesterday. It was GOOD! I improve. Hahaha.

I go shooping with ruzaini. Buy clothes. Blanja him some. OK ah. I dun mind. I treat with open heart. I dun want something in return. Mcm paham. Then yesterday went out!

With Dy! Ahhhhh!!!! I went training first. Then go out.
I nvr been to Vivo at all. I was like a tourist at there. Hahaha. She was the tour guide. N i was the tourist. Hahaha. Was fun ah. She wanna ajak Ana. Hmm.. Malu. Hahaha. Taik. Was fun ah yesterday. Then watch movie. Holloween 2! Fucking Boom Boom Pow! Hahaha. Gore,mati bogel.

Hahaha. Tk hansem. N was fucking cold. I was like ShiVering cold. Haha. Then go makan at tiong bahru. I ate Monster Meal. That what Burger King called. Hahaha.

Look at it. It was HUGE!. Hahaha. Worth My money. Hahaha. Then we go lepak jap. Chill for awhile the went home. I was like tired. Fuck care people. Haha. Tired man is an Angry man.

Ouh Ya. When i was bugis. Guess what i saw. Haha. This stupid fucking malay girl wear those tank top ah. The top part like bikini but attach to tube. Kinda stupid ah. But she did not wear any BRA!!! What?? Malay?? What the world is going on?? Sooner or later. Malay will be Maksalalay. Hahaha. Islam is not a hard religion to go with. If you not respecting yourself. I dont care. But at least respect the religion. Haiya. Fucking stupid. K K.

As for now. I just finish gym. And the internet is something wrong with it. Wahhhh.. Haiya.. December outing. My ite GANG. Budak gym. My best friend. And myself. Hahaha. Must have time for myself tau. K k cin cin cau.

Still missing you.... Whatever it is. You will still be loved.

Love Dont Fail

2009-10-23T16:58:00.003+08:00

I Cnt Sleep!!! Haiya... Ok ah. Sleep for 1 hr 30 min. Nvm. Today werking. Night shift. Long time i din blog. Hahaha. Not dun wanna. Just dont know. Wosh, KK... Yesterday i was working. Was fun duh.. Mcm part of the team. Haha. The Traffic police crows control. Hahaha., The Prime Minister of this country coming and we jaga the traffic. Everyone dont dare to pass us. HAhaha. Was coollllll....
Then then then.. All the same. Hmmm... Today gym too was like dull. Hahaha. Not shiok!
Need to take time off. Relaz for awhile.
People say..

'Love Dont Fail On Us. We Failed On Them.'

K k k. Stop being a So called Mcm Paham! Hahaha.

Did my jogging. Then my ouiting alone. HAhaa. Was kinda fun. All alone.

K K K.. nnt to write much. Cau!

Tousand tale

2009-10-12T19:30:00.003+08:00

Ahhhhh.. Just woke up from my sleep. Sighh!!! Now waiting to go for a jog. Then sleep back. 2mr im working court! Aiya. Yesterday i do with Jee. Wooo.. Long time i din do with him. Haha. Yeah. Only 2 cancelation. YEah!! Im becoming good at this.

N one more thing. I cannot forget her face.,.,.

May Allah gave her peace in her mind.

Her eyes tell a thousand tale. Hmmmmm.. N ya. This fucking gay guy. Hahahaha. Was funny. He went to the same lift as i m. He was looking at me in a eerie way. Fuck. If he touch me. I swear i he will walk on his hand. Hahaha. Fucking funny sia...

K K K.. Nothing much,.. Cau!!

2009-10-08T14:30:00.002+08:00

Wazzzuuuppp. Lame tk blog. Hahaha. Bz ah.. With work and training. And for raye. Hmmm..
Tk banyak jln ah. Lazy.. Haha. Today morning went training with afai!!! Ahhh.. Long time i din see him. Hahaha. See all my gym mates. At bedok ah.. Today training chest. Mcm on. My mission was to beat Arab. Hahaha. Yesh. That is my mission...

After that went to meet my mum. Go home together ah. Go makan first at coffee shoop at interchange. Whle i was there,i saw this kakak tudung. She was alone. She walk past me. HEr face was like down n sorrow. She order food a sat there alone eating alone. I look at her. I smile. She smile back. When i look at her. She was like a Mirror image to me. Eat alone. Then she finished eating she walk off. It was De ja vu. Mcm me sitting there eating alone. Cuz im use to it.
Her face told a million story. It was like she was sick. Suffering from sumthing. Pity her. I can't forget her face. May Allah make her mind peace.

Now at home. Raining. Woooo.. Cold.. Sleep better. Hahahha. K K k..
Cau cin cau.
Love you.

2009-09-29T20:12:00.002+08:00

Me love.. Hahaha. Long time i din not blog. Hmmm.. Long time i din blog... Why???? Hmmm.. Hahaha. Today was relak. Ahh. Zahiyah sneeze. She got a cold. Kesian kakak tudung cute nie. Haha. Yesterday do with adnin. Was fun duh. Keje main main. Hahhaa. Tadi i eat with kak ros. Hahaha. Mkn tk ingat orang. Hahaha. Then then then.. Hmm ...Nothing happen.. Hahaha.

Went home. Home went to me. RAye went pass like nothing. Like water flowing down the river.
Mcm nothing ah. Jus woooooo... Hahhaha...

Got nothing to say. F1 pass by. Jun pass by. All pass by..

Daa..

25 September

2009-09-26T08:09:00.000+08:00

This Is the day to be reckon with. Before i start anithing... Let me tell what happen for the past few days. Hahaha. mcm storyteller. Hmmm. First day of hari raya. Ok. Nothing. Same. Second day got sumthing happen. Stupid. Perangai budak2. After that do tues work E3R9. Hahaha!!! With Norazhar!!! Wiooooo... Was fun!!! I was early. That day was fun. He tot me alot of things. Oh ya sumthing happen. At the food stall. There is one family ah. All tudung. I saw this kakak tudung with a baby ah. Out of sudden. I smile at her. Not that hi smile. Like amacam flirt smile. Hahaha. I did not know why i did that. She smile back at me. She told her family. Sialah. I damn scared. Cuz i tot tt she was a mother n i would be killed by her husband for smiling at her. She keep looking at me n smile back. Hahah. i cnt forget taht smile. Her eyes was big. Whole day was thinking of that sile. I finished at 10. So went home by taxi cuz the next day is in service. Haiya. Morning!

But Jee nvr come. Waste my time. Go station with boi zai. Lepak. NEarly fall asleep sialah.

Inside hall. He slept. I farted. Haha. Damn stomach ache. Then second half. Did not went. Then like normal. With boss. Hmmm... The next day is court!!, Same,., Ahh,. miss the makcik stall!!!

Hmmm.. As for today!!.. It is the day to be reckoned with.

Today many Heroes Died.

F1 start today.

Computer was invented(Haha)

Macdonald release their secret burger.

I become a man.

Hahahha....

I went to work today. Like normal. Damn lepak. Nothing to do. On for awhile. Then Zzzzzz... Haha. Was tired duh. Then went home. Watch my korean drama. Then went for a jog at 8 pm. To Sempang bedok. ok ah. I jog pass Block 111. Just to refresh my mind. Hahaha. Saw her Lampu Lap Lip was on. But she home. I was focused on jogging but at the same time was going side treck. Hhaahaha.. Many thing happen on 25 September.

On my phone. My old phone. I still have the date reminder. I was like. Woah. all the appointment i made with her still there.. Hahaha. At changi chalet. Her hand was hit wit rash. Do not know why. Guess the beach ah. Hahhaa. Still can remember. K K.. Stop it.. Cau cin cau..

(This was suppose to publish yesterday. But was tire. So it went today!! Hppy)_

Shhhh....

2009-09-15T20:24:00.003+08:00

Shhhh... Shhh... Not gonna write anithing.. For now. Waiting. Hmmm The day is coming. The day to be reckon with. Muahahahaha!!!!! My day. So smile. Today work was fun. With wan!!! Hahaha. Main angin. Haha. Sharil send me home. Mcm boss gitu. Hahaha.

k k k... Shhh... Oh ya. I watch " Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak"

God it make me shit... Hahahaha. Damn make my day!!

K K.. Cau! To all people who getting slim. Best of luck. And to my gym bro. 2 more month!

Monster together!!!!!!

Angry

2009-09-13T11:49:00.002+08:00

Wazzzuppp... Long long long i din blog..Hahhaah.. Din go buke ngan budak court. Hahaa. Guess they angry. Haha. Amacam. Ok ah. What happen this week. I cant remember. I werk. Train. And that all. Oh ya. Buke ngan budak ITE. Woooo... Kat simpang. I ate alot. hahaa. Since long i din eat like that. It is like i conquer everything. Hahaha. Kecoh.. Then i went home. Wahhh.. Oh ay.. Yesterday werk with bek. Lepak. He a quiet guy ah. But i can click with him!!! YEah.

Then met budak gym for makan at MAc. Haha. Siddiq belanje. Then lepak klat fitness corner. Then went home. Oh ya. Irritating. Can sleep but dun want. Don noe nvr think for other. Sialah. Crap. Then i sleep at 2. Nvr woke up for sahur. Miss my sipplement and vitamin.

Haiya.. Now playing comp. Later going gym.. If ah.. KKK...

Cau cin cau..

Outing

2009-09-05T13:52:00.002+08:00

Wooooo... Yesterday was fun.. Buke kat luar. Haha. Makan kat Manhattan fish market. Was nice ah. Haha. The crew there was nice. So i gave them tips. I pay everything ah. Was ok. Haha. Me,pendek,zai n kiki. Wooo... Lame to jln2 ah. Was fun!!! Umm.. That all. Oh ya. Nk balik punye pasal.We take train until tiong bahru. At there was like deserted station. Was eerie quiet. Haha. Why we go there. To get sit in the train. Hahaha. At last. Got one. IN the mrt. People was looking at me. Like nvr see before. Tia was small n pendek. I was like a monster. Hahah. Then reach bedok. Last minute. Makan ice kacang! Was fun!

Last minute tau. Like walking walking. Eh ice kacang. Damn ah. Eat. Haha. Oh ya. We saw this two chinese guy. I thought both of them was gay. Reali. One of them nk step MAcho with tight shirt n tight small pant. ????? Trying to show off his arm at me. I was like. Hellooo brudder.
Ur arm against my arm. ??? Hahaha. His friend was walking eeriely close to him. We was like what with this two guy. Eeeeexxwwwww... Hahaha. Was creepy.

Then went home. Then doooozzzeee... Wahhh... Waku up at 1! That was the latest of the latest.. Usually waku up at 9.. But 1. Hahaha. No training. Today work. Rest day..

KK. Cau cin cau!!!!!

rember

2009-09-03T09:43:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was Cialat sia. Super cialat. Hahahaha. Do my leg routine. damn suay. Haha. Went training at Tampines. There was this uncle. Old timer uncle. Comment at me. I was like Im feeling GOOOOOD. Hahahaha. He said wah.. Ur arm are big sia. You big already. Some more you are tall. Better go for man hunt. Haha. I was like. Im the king of the world. Haha. I din noticed that was like a monster. I see myself like small. Hahah. That all. Went home straight. Then slacking around. Then break-fast! Eat like there no the next day.

Sleep early. At 10. Wake up at 5. Sahur. Then sleep. Then sumthing happen. Shit! Hahaha.
Now getting ready to go gym. Thought Afai going. He going 2mr....

K K K... Cau cin cau.. Wazzup..

Remember..

You don't have to be somebody in someone eyes.
You only be somebody in Allah eyes.

OG!!!

2009-08-31T18:21:00.004+08:00

Wazzuppp... Yesterday was fun.. Hahaha. Went for GYM"... Saw Nana. Lepak with her and buke puase with her.Long time i din saw her. Hahah. Bual2. Gossip. Was fun duh. Cause long time i din enjoy outside. Asyik training. Orchard Ion was damn big.. I was blur at first. Im not a Orchard guy. So im like a tourist. Gaagagaga...Ok.. Enough of that. Ouh ya.. Yesterday i saw two damn ugly fat girl. They was flirting at me. At first ah.. But turn sour.. Hahaha. I heard her comment.

"Pikir badan dier besar. Badan aku lagi besar lar"

Then she pause for awhile. I think she said the wrong statement.. Haha. I was about to say Tau tkpe.. Hahahaha.. I laugh till i get home. Hahaha. Was fun ah.

As for today. Nothing. But sumthing did happen. Ahhhh!!!! OG is gonnan be my Boss Assistance!! Fuck!!! Kak Ros go other level. She replace by OG!!! Ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fuck Her...K k.,. Puase.. K K.Chill..

Cau!!!! Bye!! Frust!!!!

The Truth

2009-08-28T17:11:00.002+08:00

Wazzup.... I got back from training.. Morning went to bedok gym.. Then went to tampines for training with Zai. Hahha. Mcm bz man. Was tired man. But ok ah. Fuuzz....

Now at home.. Ummm..Ntg.. All the same!.

Yesterday was working at court. Jeng Jeng Jeng... Fareed Y ngan OG.. What..
Gossip terbaru. Done. YOu are done boy. You are dead! OG.. Fuck ya.. Haha..

K cau.. Wannabe hottie..

Disturb

2009-08-25T21:01:00.003+08:00

Wazzuppp... Selamat.... Hari Raya.. Hahha. Was fun yesterday. Actually the same thingy ah.
All the same. Ya..All the same ah. Hahaha. I becoming ripped!!!Waazzzup..

Ummm... Ntg much to write..

Oh ya. Tmr training might cancel. Sudden of deployment. Wad also i do not know..
Crap!!! My training you disturb!!!!

Me posing

2009-08-22T12:48:00.005+08:00

Yesterday jog jog jog like no one business. Uh Ah! Then meet bob at afiah. Makan. Haha. That guy is a Gangster now.. Haha. Pakai nk step fierce.. Then went home.
On the way i was jogging. I past Block 111. Then i saw someone. Hair blonde. Mcm pernah nampak je.. Eh.. Yasmin. Is it me or people becoming small. Haha.. She was like tiny.. Same.
Maybe i becoming monster. Then past The BLOCK.

Went home! Today fasting!!!! Wazzup.. I live fasting. Getting ripped.

YEah!!!

That me.. Posing. Wish me good luck for next year Natinal.. The video quite dark.. But still can see me..

!!!!

2009-08-21T16:36:00.004+08:00

Waazuzuuppp!!! I woke in the evening and found IM alone!!!!
Wazzup... Yesterday werk was ok ah.. ok ok ok.. Nothing happen.
Yesterday before work went to bugis with Azman n Bob! Haha... Waas fun ah..
Then off to work.

Then then then.. Hmmmm.... Work like normal. Been farting like hell..
Then like normal. All same seh! Boring
K lar....

Cau..

Wait!!! I got a msg then ask me to kol.. I tot it was my officer. Wrong Person..
Huh.. You send me the number to kol... Wait... I know who... Afai!!!!!!!!

Cau

2009-08-18T10:32:00.003+08:00

Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WazzuP!!!!!!!!!!! My blog is ok...
I know how is done!!!!!Yeah... Yesterday was fun.... Ustaz was main angin!!! I almost laugh my ass in the court.... Lucky i was able to control it. Hahha. Waazup!!! Then went home. Oh ya.. In the mrt. There this one micro skirt girl sitting opp me. She take my pic!!! What.. This is not the first time!! Many time. Hahaha. Then when i wanna get off from the Mrt. I stand up. She was like wtf. Her face clearly state that oMG. Damn big. Hahaha. I smile. Was funny duh.

Then went home. Oh ya. Yesterday channel 5 movie. I love it.

The Song!!!Ahhh. Bring me time of of of...

Oh ya.. Im study again.. Hahaha.. Yeah!!!! Im taking my H1 n H2 maths. Like Core math n Pure math ah. YEah!!!!!!

Hmmm.. Ok... Nothing else... Wanna say wAzuuupppp!!!!

Cau!!

Getting rip.

2009-08-16T17:47:00.003+08:00

Wazzup.... Long time i din blog. Hhaha. Was ok ah. For the past weekend. On Friday i train with boss. That day was dissapointed for me. I din do much. Was down and tired. But my brain wanna go ahead and pump but can't. Haiz. Then went home. Oh ya Thurs if i not wrong. I went to werk n saw this girl. At first i tot who is she.... Suddenly it was faizana. Hahah. Din not who was she at first. Then was walking down.

I saw SOMEONE. I did not take a good look at her but she seem familiar. I was distrated by the guy singing with his guitar. My heart was rushing like Gunnery. I dunnoe was she. Don't know why i felt like that. Must be her. Who know. N rush to werk. HAhah. Late for werk. Ahhh...

Then Saturday went to gym. Actually must do leg but abit.Was kinda lazy. Haha. Nvm. Then Today was fun. Go Sheng Siong n pasar with nenek. Then to her house. Hahaha. Have fun with Fadli. Ahh... Damn cute. Then my mum come n my aunt n her family. All was lazy ard. Till late afternoon. Now Home!!!!

Oh ya.. BTW!!! GOT SOMETHING NEW. There this girl siad she misses me. HUH!!!!
Jeng Jeng JEng.. Then ajak me kuar. ME N HER ONLY! I totally freak out. I told all my good friend about it. Haha. Was funny ah. I was like huh what why who.. Freaking out like hell.
In the end i told her i scared of girls and do not trust them much. So told her we can be friend only. Save! Hahaha. Then found out she was my niece best friend sister. And they know each other.!!!! What a small world......

K.. That was alot of my story. Cau cin cau.....

Missing you!!!! Getting rip!!!

Hate

2009-08-12T18:15:00.000+08:00

Ahhhh... Something wrong woth blogger again. I think blog is comming to the end.
Haha. Hmmm. just now went for training. At first was ok ah. Doing my shoulder routine.
Push n push. Haha. Then towards the end i was like why sian sia. Haiya.
Nvm ah.. Go jln2 abit at TM then went home. Doosh..

Now at home. Ummm nothing to write.

Haha. Let me see what to write huh. Hmmm.oh ya. Yesterday went makan ngan budak2. Was fun sia.
Ezat was like hmmm,,,huh,,, Haha. His girl also blur like sotong. Haha. Then Went home with budak jahat Fareed y n his girl.
Then i was home. Oh ya. I cannot sleep yesterday. Do not know why. But when i woke up. I felt nothing. Like not tired nor nothing.
Maybe i becoming crazy.

k. That all folkz.

Like i say. Nothing much happen in nowadays.
Just mostly hate this and that.

Nobody but you

2009-08-09T17:33:00.001+08:00

I want nobody nobody but you! Haha. that song been stuck in my head for now. Ahh. Wonder Girls. I love Korean n Japanese Group Girls. Another is Kara. Bunch of cute girls.
hHaha. Was fun duh. Yesterday went to Zal badae. Was chaotic ah. OK. Zal turning 21.
Me n my gang. Wah.. Long time since i saw then. Haha. Was fun.. At night we play bike. Bob fell. Haha. Was funny. Then went home.. That all. That all.

That was my saturday of how i spend. Today went Expo with mum then went gym.
Gym was fun!!!!! Hahah. Do arm routine. Wazzup..
Then went home. Home that me..

Now at home. Umm nothing to write. Haha. Nothing.

Just stare at the wall. Blank.. HAha.

K cau cin cau. Daa..
Still missing ya.

2009-08-05T08:52:00.002+08:00

Yeah... My blogger is ok!! Hahaha.. Tot my comp was not ok. Hahah. Roger.
Fuck.Waking up in the morning,anger go tru my mind. I hate people wear my stuff without my permission. Again if that stuff i awaiz use. My small bro wear my shirt. Then say oh,mummy tell to wear. Then i wear ah. What. For this thing u listen. Other people things he ask my mum if can wear ornot. What. Then he listen. Fo the part of Oh Do Not smoke,Do come back home late or wadsoever. Dont want to listen. Fucking crap.

Some more he a smoker. I hate the smoker smell. Like in my station. If you go to the station toilet. It is like another dimension!
Haiz..

Nvr mind. Today training. Must focus!@~!!!@#@!@!
HAhah.. Have not been update. Cuz it is the same.
Wazzup. K.. Cau Cin Cau.
Oh ya.. for OG. You know who is OG. Fuck off.
Mati tknk. Susahkn org.

Daa

Weird monday.

2009-07-28T18:05:00.000+08:00

Yesterday work was fun. Haha. Go there. Wayang here. Wayang there. I myself instruct all the officer.
Mcm im the boss. But the previous shift. Nonsense sia. Haiya.

Oh ya yesterday morning. Haha. Cnt forget. Morning i went to training. It was raining. Ok lar. I had my umbrella.
Then. Then reach the bustop. Wow.. Rain like nobody business. Haha. There was a gerl. I pity her.
Asked her wanna shared the umnbrella with me or not. I thought she was a malay. She talk to me in English!!!
Haha. The umbrella was small. Barely fit one. Lagi2 me. Ok ah. Share. Walk towards the stadium.
She was like touching my arm. Like sracthing my arm. Soon reaching the shelter. I walk far from her. Hahah.
I asked her if she a malay. !!!!! A Philippine!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Haiya... Then i just walk straight. Ignoring her. Just wave gdbye only.
Haha. Quite funny n scary ah. She got that evil looks oh her face. That was it.

Then go training. Then home. Then sleep. Then work. Then home.
Copy n paste. Copy n paste. That all.

Roger2. Thankiu. Daa..
I still missing you..... Hahaha.. Waazzup!!

Weird Couple

2009-07-24T08:24:00.002+08:00

There something weird with my blog stuff. Haha. I dun noe ah. Roger. Long long long time i din update my blog.
Haha. Not bz ah. Just got nothing to write. It just the same routine. But quite fun. But doing court. Then desk. Haha.
This flu thingy is scaring he shit out of me. Now 3 passed away because of this. How people. Poor thing.

Oh ya. Yesterday,when i was walking back to my home in Bedok Interchange,i saw this couple. They were walking like dead zombies. I just overtake them ah.
As i overtake them,they gave me a glance. I dun noe who are they. Really. But they keep looking at me. Look at me. Even when i board the bus.
Then i look back ah. I tot they were my friends. I was squeezing my brain. Who the hell they are. The girl is wearing ITE shirt ,the other is tall guy.
I tot they from my ITE school. But I really do not know who the are. I look at them. They turn away. Weird couple. Ah. I just go home straight.

Reach home. Like normal. Copy n paste!!

Haha.. That y routine. Today later i going for my training.Wooo!!!

Daaa..

Jun

2009-07-08T08:44:00.002+08:00

Wazzup!! Blogging.. Din blogging so much. In the past post i wanna post a pic. But cnt.. Damn blog. Haha. What i been doing? Work n work n pump! Haha. I watch movies again with budak gemok n budak jepun. Then go eat Sepang bedok. Wooo.. Long time i din eat there with my buddies. Haha. Ok ah. Sunday then going to gym but got no mood ah. Haiya. Amacam?

Then monday work. Yesterday work. Wanna say sumthing to the new recruit. I may be ok.
Rilek. Cuase i dun like to scold or wadever shit. I rather work on my own than see you guys kena fuck by the boss. Understand. I dun mind! Haha.

K K.. Mcm paham. Now wednesday! Training in the morning. Woooooo!!!!! Amacam. Then going to CCCCCCCCk. Haha. Back to tracom. Yesh!

K...Anithing go.. Daaa
Miss you that person..

Support

2009-06-30T10:44:00.004+08:00

long time i din update.. Actually i wanna update. But nothing to update. Haha. ok lar. Have not been working for few long day. What did i do. Go for my training ah! Fun ah. N i watch Transfomer. Hahah. Kewl.
Actually watch with haida. But he fall asleep. Haha. It is ok. Must be tired. Call my cousin to watch with me ah. Damn fun sia watching it. After that. Same thing. Go home.

The next day go training. Then Home.

The next next day training. Then home.

Copy paste. Copy paste.

Haha..

Btw,support my idol triathlon.
Victoria Cambell!!!! Support Her.
(I put her pic here. No copyright wadsoever... Haha)
(Cnt be seen)

So cute

2009-06-26T08:51:00.002+08:00

What an eye!!! Hahah. Yesterday went for training at head quarter. Ok lar. Starting was not in the mood to work. Then in the bus i saw this young boy. Age about 1 year plus. I guess. Damn cute! Hahha. He turn around at me and smile at me. I was like OMG!

Hahaha. Make my day. Thne went for training. Lucky got people.. Haha. Got my arm card. My BMT 3month cert still have get. Nvm. Then deployment. Wow! Work was fun. Then went home straight! Woohooo. At home. Then. Ummm..

Oh. Nothing. It is like copypaste my daily routine ah. That all.

Understand. Haha. K K k. Gtg. Morning to you all.

Btw,nice picture..
Missing ya.Daa.

Me...You!

2009-06-22T15:41:00.002+08:00

Today! Today quite tired and a bit happy ah.
Woke up. Went for training. With Azman n Mirza! Ah! Alot of Peoplesss In the gym. Crap.
Nvm. Just do. But quite short ah. Guess 2mr continue with the same routine.
Was fun ah. Laughing. Met my gym buddies. hahaha. Meet abg Kewl! Met Abbas. Damn.
He slack! Wahhh...

Then went jln2 abit at Tamp 1 ah. Abit tired. I saw this gerls dakwe ah. Cute ah. All around 14 to 16 age. Wear celak. Mcm cute ah. Haha. Disturb. Then smile at me n wave. Budak2 nie sume mesti lawa bile besar. Make my day those girls. Went home straight away. Tired ah. My abg ajak go kallang. Ah. Tired. Sry dude. Now at home. Wanna tyoe this orso tired!!

Btw,yesterday was damn fun at the Hotel.

Ok. Cnt say much.
Daa.
Missing you.

You

2009-06-21T10:17:00.002+08:00

Roger and out. Long time since i blog. Haha. Ouh ya. Father Days. Ya. HAppy. umm I dun celebrate Father Day ah. Sry. Nor Mother Days. Even my Birthday! Haha. k k. Yesterday went to training with amran. Then off with mum to TM. Wosh. Suddenly got a kol from Cik Amah. Haha. Come follow us. Hahaha. We Go jemputan then buy shirt. All My makchicks sitting behind. I n Abg Han infront. Hahaha. Quite fun ah.

As for today. Cialat. Cnt say or wad ah. Reali cialat. I hate my work today. As for wednesday. Yes! Hope to get off that day!

Umm nothing else to write. Good day!

Oh ya,.Still missing you!

Me.

2009-06-15T20:11:00.002+08:00

Hu Ha. Din post for so long. Hmm. Ok lar. From last week till Saturday. Till Saturday. Was having training with kaya. Own the way back. Own the way back. Back!

Own The Way Back!!!!

Cannot forget it. Just cannot forget it. Maybe im becoming crazy. One sided crazy. Haha. Ok lar.
That me. At home,reach home. Cannot forget. The next day went to base to pick sumthing up.
Still cannot forget. Ok lar. Went to see Ezhar. Haahaha. Was having the sunday mood in the work. All was like hmmm...huuhh....what.... Hahaha. Mcmcm MGB. Haha.

Went to training. Adam,nasir was there. Train with kaya lar. But training turn sux. Din not pay attention. Cannot even do 40kg. Was like.
Kau buat 3 je. Asal ngan kau nie. Concentrate. Jgn pikir pasal semalam.
Was listening to him ah but exit the other way round. I regrat going to training that yesterday.
Thought i becoming sick. Today work was down. Laughing ah but got the other side way.
Was down. Was thinking. Just thinking.

Went home. Walk mcm ada kaki patah. Hahaha. Tempang ah.
Cuz my training. Haiyah. Still cannot forget.

Now was down with pain in the head. Pain Pain Pain.
Oh ya,Memoir Of A Geisha.Nice movie. Mcm ada link ah. Haha.

Ok. Bye. Miss you. To peeoople. Be brave,be strong. You can get what you what if you believe in yourself.Just be yourself. Smile. That important.

Daa.

2009-06-05T10:40:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. Hello. How. N Why? That the question. I been doing court for the past two day. First day i was reali not in the mood. I was like day dreaming in the room. Got new part time girl counter working there. I was like WHAT EVER! Everybody of my group was like fucking hot sia. I dun give a damn. She wanna talk to me. I just look at her. Gave a damn blank look and walk away. Fuck ah. Everytime i walk past her. If ah there no customer around. She would play facebook all day round. Come on ah. Get a life. Hahaha. Like real. all the pple i say goodbye except for her. Like she does not exist.

Do i reali detest woman so much. Sumtime i hate my own kind so much. What. M i an animal?
Hahaha.. i just cannot be bothered with this "pple".

Ahh.. Today not working. Yeah. Going for my training. After that watching Movie!! Yeah! With who.. Ummmm... Ntah. Who care.

Roger2. Good day pple.

Me n you!

2009-06-02T17:28:00.003+08:00

Wazzup! Long time i din blog.Hahhaa. Got no time ah. My One month of attachment finished. Yeah!... Saturday wet ate PIZZA. Haha. Me n Cheng ate 6 slice of pizza. Extra large.
We were like monster over there. My officer only ate 2 to 3 pieces. Haha. Got Zahid n Mr Coporal. Hahaha. Then whole day with cheng. Hahaha. Funny. Disturb him. Cuz we two like monster. Haha. The off. Sunday Off. Go out.

Yeah go out. It is like for how long i din go out. Like Official out you know. been months. I go out with that pendek girl. Haha. Tiah. She my tour guide. Cuz i reali dun noe my way around. Haha. Mcm tourist. We go bugis. I nid to buy shirt. But end up she shopping. Ok lar. Everywhere we go laugh here n there. We ate at Zam Zam. Haha. It is like family tradition. My n her family always eat at there. Generation. Blood. Haha. The go Novena. Haha. Disturb pple at there. Buy shirt.
I had a bargain for a day. Mostly all i buy shirt: Adidas n Springfield. All at half price.
Worth it!

Then went home! Woo hooo. The next day work. Night shift. Today yawn. Sleepy. But at night got training. Amacam. Next year is National Youth. Must win. Die Die must win against that bastard. Farhan ah. Fuck him. Hahha. Confirm he go Youth Olympic.

Nvm. All end well. All begin well. For that,thank you.
Tango Yankee!

I still Love You.

Daa..

Jun.

2009-05-27T10:51:00.002+08:00

hei hai you. Haha.

Put your head in the toilet bowl and flush it. You are Purified!

That the motto for yesterday. Haha. My officer was crazy. same. Me to. went to Lorong Limau.
To buy nasi ayam. Only 3 oclock. But finish! Haiya. not my day. Whole day was bz. My partner was slack cuz din get too much sleep. Haha. But i did. 9 hours of sleep. waaa... That alot.

Got nothing much to write. Oh ya. Today change partner. Malay partner. Hmmm... Ok ah. Later we wait and see. For now. Toodles. Nothing to write. My competition is next year. In the national youth. Just wait and see!

Still missing you.

2009-05-24T18:45:00.002+08:00

Wazzup. Long time din blog. Haha. Got work. My partner becoming crazy. I suck. You suck. We suck. Haha. That the motto of the day. Just now went to gym. Ok ah. Just dozing around. Not my usual self. Been thinking of joining or not. Dun noe ah?You noe. Gave me a kol.

Order my supplement. Haha. 170 buck. Ok ah. Last week,um dun noe what happen. Manny thing happen. btw,now i still remember Nabilah eyes. that OMG cute girl. Ahhhh!!!! Damn damn cute. Always smile at me. Haha. Reali made my day. Yesterday went to work. Tok to SSI. Wow.
I always fear of him sia. Dun noe why. Like im realli scared of him. Damned scared. But now ok. Pple coming to me to train them. But im not a certified trainer. Haha. Just a old lame guy. Haha.

Btw,sry i cant make it to the class gathering. Cnt ah. Sry. My old class. 2/4!! Rockz! Haha. Josephine msg me. Hahah. That small girl.Still remember her.

Ok lar. My day were the same. just same. Nvr go out. Nvr go out mean malas nk kuar jln2.
Tu je. Movies. Yes. Im watching movies. Ummm... Alone. Hahah. WTF. Who care.

Bye. Smile. Train. Be healthy.
Happy birthday soon.

2009-05-20T10:33:00.002+08:00

Wazzuppp!!! Yesterday was slow timing moving. Haha. Understand?
Went to KK hospital. Fro 2 hr plus we wait there. But i was having goo d time ah.
The nurse there was damn hot. But who care. Nabilah! hahaha. Thought a teenage girl?
No,a cute,preetttyy 1 years plus girl. Ahh! I played with her. Even i with my uniform. Haha.
She smile at me. OMG! Her smile,her big eyes. I love big eyes. She reali made my day lar.
Pple around was looking at me ah. Tot tt family was my family. And that girl was my daughter.
Who care,even it is true. I like it. Haha. Damn cutE! Ahh.. Love you lot Nabilah.

After that,come to scary part. Got one msg. Woah. Went there. Reali. I cnt think or wad. All i did was praying in my heart. Pray what i can ah. Damn scary. Better dun talk about it ah.

The went home. Home home home. I guess pple reali scare about me. Hahaha. Nvm lar.
Before you look at pple,expect them to look back at ya. Look at yourself first. Look at the mirror.
What are you. Who are you. Whom are you to look at them. Understand.

This what i practice ah. Let pple call me monster. Cuz i m the animal. Haha.
I always came to work smilling. No point bring the past n painful tot to work. Must smile.
Oh ya,thanks to my SI. He save me in the gym. Was carrying weight. When my mind doze off.
That bad thing. Reali bad. Usualli i can carry. But this one was like carry a car.
Dun noe what happen there. Just shout for help. Hahaha Thank you sir.

So here we are,... Off to go.
Smile n smile. That all. Dun stress out. Smile pple.
World will be peace if everybody smile.Daa.

Monday blues

2009-05-18T17:34:00.003+08:00

Zzzz.My eyes was half oopen.Went to work in no mood to entertain anyone. In the train was like you better dun find fault with me. Or else,A-Z of bad word like be shooting at you. Haha.
Came to station,dress.. List was not put up. Kol boss. Then put up. Faizal was sick.
Pity him.Reach the place,ok ah. Nice place and a nice place to dozeee off. Haha. Kena F by faizal cuz my eyes was like steam kodok. Hahaha. The operation was fast. I was back home by 1230hrs.

Then sleep ah. My body was aching frm my training. My arm,feel like punching pple. My mom been nagging to join lar. Join lar. I was like i wanna study first. Ya,im a guy. I see first lar. Wanna get my diploma n degree first. Then see ah. Either be a PE teacher in sport school,or Personal trainer in The Top gym or join. That the last resort.My friend have join. You dun have to join cuz of ur friend. You will be not happy in the force.Nvm lar,now save as money as i can. Pay what i can first.Be what i can first.

And for my partner. haha, From Ip Man to Horny Man. Damn funny sia. Cheng and Chris bullied him. Then i joind him later. Hahah. Pity him.

Thal all folks. Daaa.

Miss me, but dun Hug me.
Understand.?

Me!

2009-05-16T10:48:00.002+08:00

.........>,<>>,..... That what i can say.I with my partner was doing fine. Bond to him already ah. Haha. Was fun yesterday. With him. Anithing,tah suan first!
Funny sia. OC kol,monday u come to work. I was like what? WHAT WHAT WHAT!!!
I off one day ah.COme on. I make plan already ah. Nonsense ah. Then whole morning was irritate by that kol ah.

Went to gym in HQ. Ahh,my gang was there. Fun ah. Then tok this place keras ah.
In the end,i was all alone in the gym. I was like errrr.
Hack care ah. Hahahaha.. Cheng was working today. The First monster. Haha.
I might ne the fifth monster ah.

Actually i got nothing to write.
Daaa...
Remember at changi,tot i was throing ur hairclip. But i din. Caught u.

2009-05-12T10:35:00.002+08:00

Wazzuzuzuzuzp!Long time i din blog. Haha.Last saturday was quite bored. Until. Jeng3.
Haha. Last min. We did something. Wooohooo. Cnt tell. We go home quite late. Cuz nid to write report. My sgt send me home! Woow!

Ok ah. Then sunday go for training. My small brother and my cousin. Pump like hell. Disturb pple. Many of my gang came down. Yeah. Long time i din see them. Oh ya. Yesterday mother day right. Well,i dun celebrate. After gym went to Nenek house. Ahh. My nenek. Love her so much.Her nasi berayni,(spelling im not sure) was damn nice. Even though i dun eat nasi berayni,i ate her. Nice. Around 4 to 5 plate in 4 hours! Haha. That alot!

Then yesterday went to gym with my cousin. Ok ah. Got this two NTU girls. We were like irritate them until they are angry. Come ah,come to gym. Be more discipline.This two like crap.
Then went to buy game for my cousin. I pay for him. Then he pay for back. Some only. The rest i treat. Haha. Went to cuz house. Play it. SHouting like hell sia!! Cuz the game is GOW 1. Ok ah. GOW2 came out. But 1 still the best., Got one time out of sudden this big monster came n we have to run away from it. What! Take around 40 min to complte that bastard. Haha.

After that i went home. Was tired. Reach home,iron clothes. My dad sick. Demam. N that all folks. Peeps.

Miss that person.

2009-05-08T10:14:00.002+08:00

It is raining in the morning!!! I dun feel like working.
Yesterday my partner felt like not working.Haha. We went to TTS hospital to jaga one PIC.
I came,omg.. His arm broken. I look at it. Shock for awhile. Then like,ah this nothing ah.
Hahha.Im bad. Yesterday was ok ah. Attend to crap msg. After that off we went home.

Oh,my abg POP. NSPI. Ah crap ah. So was inspector. NS only.Hahah. I in station now like ah i dun care ah. I dun give a fuck ah. I got nothing to write ah. Mostly the same everyday.

Same old story..

Gtg,AT Pasir Ris. There a big stone. I carved our name. Take a look at it.

Me yesterday

2009-05-05T09:21:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to gym with Zack and Amran! Amran no shoe. Pity him. Lend him my brooks.
Was ok at gym. I was able to break my own record. Haha. Kaya was like wow!!!
We train for 3 hours. Uncle Pang injured his arm. AHHH!! But he was like ah,tkda papa lar nie suma. Haha. He is a veteran!! Respect.

After that went to Simei to repair Amran phone. Taik. I was like half dead. Walking ard. Disturb this china massage. Haha. Was like flirting. Cuz we both like big body.Haha. Then went to eat LJ. Amran blanja me. Was weird ah. I dun like pple blanjar me. They was like Kau slalu blanja kiter. Then i think. When sia. Actually many time ah. But i nvr want any return. Haha. But this time,i accept.

Then went home. Btw at bedok Int,we walk past this group of ITE pple ah. they all was staring at us. Like we the main attracttion. Haha. Was lloking at Kaya n me!! The whole stretch of Ite pple. Damn kewl sia. Then went home. Home home home.

That all i can doo. My abg is POP this thurs. NSPI!!! Ceh..
Oh ya..

The Book I still Keep It.

Daaa...

2009-05-03T18:24:00.003+08:00

Very long time i din blog. I change of duty. My new Partner. Chia. Kewl guy. He look like an SIA person. Haha. When on the ground,i look like the real one. Not him. Haha. Ok ah my job now. Just went to gym.. Saw sham. OMG. he lose a lot of weight. Pity him. Then got this pakcik. Old timer. Reali sia. Respect him to the max. Haha. i went for 3 hrs. I've done shoulder,a bit of back and my tricep. Im on now. Haha. Waannaaaa go competition. I dun noe how to spell it.
May my wish come true. Wooossshhhh!!! ARGH! My adidas shirt lost again. And my limited edition BSN shirt also lost. Haiz. Wtd. Nvm lar. It happen once. It will happen again.

Soo pple readin my blog. Be healthy. Sleep for 8 hrs. Those who have girlfriend,remember to rest and have a day off for urself. Do not crop up too much with your partner. Haha.

And to that person. Smile.....

Non!

2009-04-28T16:36:00.001+08:00

Ah!!!!!! Went to gym training with arab at bedok. haha. Was ok ar. Was raining. Office called im working 2mr. I got nothing to say. Today the same. That all.. Ok.. Gtg..

Oh ya. Remember in the MRt. Haha. Both of us was crying. At first was mepek ah. Mcm keje bodoh. But think again. Was touching. Cuz ur mum find out. Haha. Hmmm.. Pple was lookin at us. Like im goona die or wad.

2009-04-27T17:43:00.003+08:00

Ahhhh!!!!! Upgrading or just buy new one. Alamak. hahaha. How.. You tell me. Buy new one expensive.. Ok lar. Need 1000 buck. Ahhh... Screw it ah.. Alamak.. Pening ah. OK lar. Just now went training. Ok lar. Saw abg berg. Haha. Do superset of arm only. Ok lar.. Ntg much to say. Then went to bugis. Find out about upgrading my comp. Later ah.. Confused ah. Later sian. Then went home. Ah ah!! At mrt. Got this one gerl been staring at me. I like. Who she looking at. I was looking ard to see she staring at. It was me!! Haha. Just keep quiet. Then off. Haha.

To lin and fii. Tk dengar ah. Guess you shouted like hell. Was hearing my mp3. Srry.
K k..ddaaa...

Ur lucky number. I remember. haha.. Daaa

2009-04-26T19:47:00.002+08:00

Amacam.. THis morning wake up at 9.30am! Why late.. Im not sure. I woke up at 5 cuz got LIPAS! Irritating shit. Haha. Morning check my comp.Update my bios. Dun noe what the heck is that. Haha. Then when to gym at 1 45! Who hoooo.. Today at gym lepak one corner. Cuz doing back and leg. OK lar. Chill. Then do. Alot of my friend turn up there. Haha. Got one comment last time ah,they all kol me ABG NIGGER. Haha. Cuz i wear spendex ah. Like 50cent the rapper wear. Haha. Cuz im big. Kena ah. Hahahaha. I laugh like hell. Injured my finger again. 5th time.
Alamak. Nvr. When home at 6. Now at home. Saw my abg. He goona be Inspector soon. Crap ah!! Pangkat is nothing! Hahaha. He use the camera and take 120 pic in one day! WTH! Oh ya,just now at mrt. Auntie smile at me for giving up the seat. Ok lar. But she saw my police badges. Smile damn big. Haha. It is not of the badges,it is from the heart. Haha. Mcm paham.

Cancel the order of this limited edition bag from JAPAN. Damn nice!! But too small for me. Fit for young girl. Haiya. Like funny if i wear ah. Big guy wear cute bag. Gaga.Been smiling to myself and talkin to myself. Dun noe why. Haha. Cuz of her kot. Kaya ah. Tok about her. Kol her pompan bodoh. Kena FUCK by me. No one kol her pompan bodoh. She is a pretty small short sporty lady. N i like it. Haha. You know who im talking about. k lar. Nvm lar. Anithing take care. World is healing slowly but painfully.

So gdbye. Will seen my body posing soon!!!
Miss that.. Birthday is coming right. 26 July. Happy birthday. Too soon. Haha. Bye.

2009-04-25T20:03:00.003+08:00

Ahhhhhhhh... Went to gym today. At bedok! Haha. With Zack. Omg,he lose so much weight. I actually win him. Haha. Ok lar. 2 hrs in there. Then went home. We saw salmah. So cute. Then at home. Kaya come to order his supplement. nOw im doing nothing. Just nothing. 2mr no work. haha. How? Fun huh. OK lar. Like i say,it is like copy paste my life. Thats all...

Ok ntg much. Daaa...........
9129.

2009-04-24T09:04:00.002+08:00

Crap!!! Crap!!! Office called me and scld me. Fuck ah. Why you off the phone. Lucky i just off it.
If i din on it at all. Oh today you will be doing with Bt Timah.
Crap! Crap!Nonsense.. Should be my training day today.
Not in the mood to joke with this kind of people. Just shut up and stand one corner.
For yesterday was good. At gym,meet new and old faces. Haha. Wanna to train this one guy.
But he scared. He from fat to slim but dun want bigger animore. Haha.
I train for nearly 3 hours. Wow! Good. That all i can do. Go gym,at home,work and that all.
What you guys expect me to do. Im not like you guys who can go out easily and came back home late. You in my family then you know.

Saturday will give me off. Cibai. Wanna go pasir ris. Yeah. With who. Guess lar. Me myself and my bicep. Haha.

So daa. Miss to all trainer for im not coming today. And miss to you 26 July.

2009-04-23T09:47:00.002+08:00

WTF!!!! I just got bad news. Wait.. Later i tell. Past two day was fun. Tues was doing steadfast! With MeseraJEE!!! Haha. I dun noe why we dun feel like officer. Haha. Was fun duh. I write the stuff. Wee sign the stuff. Haha. Then he told me about he capture robber. last week. Cool sia. Morning was fun but start off bad with this fucker. Cnttreveal identity but he driving weird car. Shouted at my officer. Lucky i kept my cool.After that was ok. Laugh n laugh n laugh. Then off duty,cikgu send me home! YEah! I guess i dun have to buy transport animore. Then wed i go court! haha. Rindu kak bi! Haha. Kak syeeda last day,she was promoted to higher place. Haiya. Yesterday was ok ah. Got alot of frustrated and gila pple. The lawyer was scared. Haha. Come to me. Ehhh,the guy just treathen her.. Haha. But wad make me mad is that the pple come to court. Come,it is a muslim court. Den u wear tight,revealing,short,slipper clothing. WTF. Who teach you. I gave comment in front of the face. So wad i kena. Damn them.. The go home cikgu send me again! Hahaha... He good. I pray that his soon to be child will have a good health.

As for today. Must clean house first.. Then went to gym ard afternoon. At 2. Got 2 hrs to play game n 2 hrs to clean house. haha..To day will be a heavy day at gym. Cheers for me!

The bad news. I got Orchard! Haiya. Crap. Crap!
If see my face,dun think i wont stop you! Beware! Gahaha..

Daaa...

2009-04-20T07:39:00.003+08:00

Morning. Morning. Morning. Yesterday was down. Do=wn n down. Haha. Today training. Miss my training. I rather spend train there. Wanna Go Jurong West gym. Told that gym there was a blast. Yeah. My mum been thinking negative about me. ah. dun noe ah. Go in right exit left. Today will be my shoulder,back,bicep,forearm and calf routine. Alot huh. Must ah. In order to keep up with the competition.Tok mcm paham. Every now and then,i been jogging up and down the same place. Jog there. Then walk. Like looking around for somebody. Haha. Psycho huh. My body been rejecting some formula i been puttin in.Maybe i need some Nitrix Oxide! Omg. That is ban in Singapore! Haha.

There some drop in my size. Guess im sick.

Shoulder 20 inched ( Drop in 1 inches)
Chest 41.5 inches(drop 0.5 inches!)

Other ok ah. Increase! Haha. Must think positive. k k.. Morning. Need to do housework n my stretching. Daa...

Miss That!

2009-04-19T17:27:00.003+08:00

Ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Long time i din blog.. ahHAHAHAHA... I bought a game. But my comp mcm tired ah.. So i building up my new comp!!! Hahaha. Yeah! Now my body is in great pain. Ntah ah. Yesterday do with adnin. haha.. Laugh like hell. Came across this lorry skided. Haiya. Attend. Then All the way laugh!!! Haha. Damn sia he. Den sharil sent me home. Thankz! Come back home,want to sleep. But noisy ah. They reali dun noe tired ke tk. Giler. Aku dah senget. Haha. Now body in pain. eye mcm Pirate of carribean. Hahah.

K lah.. Nnt to write. Actually alot ah. But keep quiet!! Shhhh......

Daa..

Sian

2009-04-12T09:11:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was suppose to be fun day for me. At gym and with my friends. I woke up.Standard morning at 8. Chill. Eat. Kemas. Watch tv. Thenn off to gym. Upon reaching the gym,my eyes caught sumthing. I dun noe who it is but i noe i knew tt person. First i tot it was her. But couldnt be. Come at tampiness. What would she be doing here. I was bz with my mp3. But reali it caught my eyes. In the gym,first 30 min was ok. Then after that,i lose my concentration. My thought was on that person. Sialah. Then i went to tok with the trainer. That i cannot do. I tell her the reason. She understand. Ask me to go seat. She say i confirm cannot carry even the lightest one. She right! Haha. i sit down for 30 min. Then decide to cycle ah. Still cnt get it off my mind. HAiya. Just slack ard. I reali hate it.

The at 4 20!!! Meet my gang! Suppose to be 3!! WTF! haha.. Meet bob n adam. Then Our big Boss. Lynn den man. Watch movie. Fast n Furios. OK lar. Wanna watch knowing. After that go jln2 for a while ah. at Tamp 1. Oh ya,i took pic with the Tamp 1 promoter girls. Actually was my idea first. I kol them. My friends was like dun ayie dun!!! Hahaha.. Fuck ah. In front of all the crowd. They hold my hand which was abit over. Nvm,i forgive. Smile. After tht,other people start to follows us.Take pic with them. Ah... No ballSS!!!! Eat at MAc. Laugh like hell. I break my diet and regulation of eatin junk food. Argh! So nice! haha. Den off to home!! Reach home 945. Cnt late. Nnt nag. Maklumlar,treated like anak dara. Or just because of the past!

Nvm,later went to gym. Hope everything change!!!Yesh!
Remember at changi beach!Looking at the sea...

none

2009-04-09T08:09:00.003+08:00

Ewooossshhh... Hahha.. Morning. Wake up so fresh. Wanna go work. But not now. At 10 later. Hahah. Yesterday din not go training. Rest day. The day before, i went. Make new friend again. This time a euro asian guy. His body,ok ah. Damn fit damn me ah. But strength. Of course me ah. We talk n talk. Help each other. N btw,i hate those wannabe or crap people go gym. On tues i went to gym i saw this couple. Malay. The guy was trying to show off his muscle. But din have. And his gerl was trying to show off her boobs. For what??Come on. Go to the gym must have discipline.i dun care ah what you do at the gym. But respect the rules. The want to go one places to another place must hold hand. i was like,is she gonna lost in this world of gym.hahah. Funny sia. In the gym,many weird people. Hahaha.

Ah..wanna go berak.

Daa..I still remember ur brother saw us.I was playing with the rain. Haha.

gangster

2009-04-07T10:18:00.004+08:00

M i a gangster???Hahha.. Yesterday i went to gym. Until 2pm ah. At gym was fun. Meet new people. Everytime i at gym,i make new friend. They always tot i 26 or wad cuz of my body size. Actually i 20. Hahah. I did my shoulder routine. I always do my shrug. People was looking at me. Haha. Cuz i did 140kg!!!!! Wow. Monster.. Nah.. I want to make 200 kg!!!!Yeah. After that i went to TM. jln2 alone. I met Hazirah!! Hazirah my primary schoolmate. Her hair. I just love her hair. Guess she dun regonized me. Took some time to look at me then smile back. Hahah.

Then i went home,i walk this passt couple. I tot at first it was siblings. Sister holding her sis hand. When i walk past,eh.... It was a couple. I comment 'KIMAK'. hahah.. they hear it al turn arund and look at me. I was like,it was a boy/????My head turn around n around. hHahah.. Haiya,the world is going to change.

This is the pic of Ghostrider in Singapore Post!!!

Cool huh the picc.. I got nothing to do. take pic ah. Hahahah... Was like long time ago.

Daa... Tc.. 25th/.

4 am!!

2009-04-05T18:13:00.002+08:00

Wake up 4 am to go to Toa Payoh Police Station. Wad!!! Haiya. Damn senget my eyes seh. Yesterday was fun.. Go out with Azman And BOB!!! Ahhh... Rindu budak2 giler nie sume.. Salih tkde,Zal tkde.. Lynn tkde.. If all have,i die sia. Yesterday go out with them. Jln2.. But i go Tanglin station to take stuff first. Then meet them. I had some much laughter.

Today at this place where i must deployed. Starting was damn hot. After that,raining laike hell!!! What.. the god must be angry!. agaga.

Now typing this.. Ahh.. got new trainee... My own kakak. Tu ah.. Dah gemok.. Asik main je. Hahahaha.. Jgn marah.

K...Daaa..

Love that person. 111.

2009-04-03T07:44:00.003+08:00

Yes.. Im back in the training world. Yesterday was fun at court. Abg Anuar won a throphy. i dun noe how to spell it. Haha.. I t was fun yesterday. Kak tini was alaways laughing. and Kak shayeeda is living soon. She got promoted to go to upper level. Same building ah. But different level. Haiya. Waiting for the new gerl ah.

Morning huh. Was browsing my thumbdrive. lookin at the pic. Miss it. Want ti. But hate it. Haha. Weird.Miss my last time. Now like im just doing nothing. Like i say copy and paste my routine. Boring ah. But im lookin foprward to my gym everyday. Cause that the place i release all my shit stuff. Just be incredible hulk! Hahah..

Here a pic when im 18!

Long long time ago!! hahah. See it. Now it is diff.The shirt was torn. The jean was stretch. I be a monster!!! Im am the Animal!!

.....

2009-04-01T19:43:00.003+08:00

Ahhhh!!! Just come back from work. I did court today. Was fun ah. Got warrant of sumthing. Shhh.. Cnt say here. Hahah. Kak rose was fun. Kak shayeeda was even funny. But Kak Tini!! Hahahah.. Penakut. Yesterday i went to gym. After that,i print out my document. Guess how much i paid for printing 9 pieces of paper. Meaning from my thundrive ah.

$9!!! What the fuck.!!! 9 buck! Sialah. Crap sia.. Then my friend came along. Wendy!! Miss here. Meeting Mr Andy!! Hahaha.. Andy. My good friend a.k.a my Teacher. She also what. Then i say im officer. The aunty look at me.Ahhh.. Cheat my money.

Ah. What had past. Is past.No point looking at it. Btw,training start today. So my traniee. 6 month i give you. Make it happen.!! All the best.Bye22!!!

Miss.. you!!

Recover

2009-03-30T09:51:00.001+08:00

Im all Recovered!! Hahha... yeah. Yesterday do with Adnin. He sick. Find place to rest was hard.
Indeed we found. Was ok. Same routine.

Now at home.

Want to watch movies. Not tired. Dun noe why????

Daaa....

Peeps me.

Boring Earth Hour

2009-03-29T11:24:00.002+08:00

Close the light? My family dun even do that. Hahaha.. Crap,my mum call me to ask how im going back home. I was huh. Dengar2 Mrt also off the lights? Haha. Crap. Yesterday was ok. Same routine. Go work. At work ok ah. My TL was sick. n higggh. OMG. He drive like a newbie. Hahaha

Ok lar,today night shift. I din go for training today. Want to have enough rest!! Yeah.
Im writing my PI report like hell. Just started. It will be big one day.

Nothing to write. My ag going to Pulau Ubin for the army thingy. Fo me,no nid to say ah..

Daa..
When it get bigger,it get harder.Dun think nonsense.

Same Day

2009-03-27T17:10:00.001+08:00

Same Day Again.

Training in the morning..

With Ariff..

I go nenek house. Even though her house depan je. Saw fadli. Ahhhhh!!! He got a tape on his hair..

Hahaha...

Damn cute..

K .. Ntg.. Got to do my PI report.

Bye.

Pain! Pain!

2009-03-26T18:53:00.002+08:00

Pain!! Argh.. Yesterday was totally rabak.. Morning i have cardio ah..Jogging. Shud be full 100 percent discipline. But instead i ran to the same place. Again. N again. N again. Back in sec sch time. I was walk there. took me 10 min plus. I guess. But now. Just 2 to 3 min. I reach there. I start walking. Like all the passttt MEMORY flash back. When i reach certain point,A Bang of Thoughts shot me. It is like im walking back to the past. Haha. Was touching that morning ah. Clear my mind. Everytime i stress,i go out for a jog n end up there. Haha.Just there and there. Remember the place where i wait for ***. Then a tot came to me. At pasir ris. I remember. There a stone i scribble my name.. Yeah. Shud go there. Haha. Yeas!!! Just for the peeace of my mind. After joggin went to Bedok gym to meet Uncle pang. Ahhh!!! He is the best.. He show me his My Universe pic. Damn fucking nice sia. Haha. I ask him to be my personal trainer. Even though im myself is a personal trainer. Haha. Well,everyday is a learning day for me.

Then At work. Wahh.,,.,.,.,., My head damn pain! Like like like a dun noe ah. Haha. patrol was ok.. Like i say. Rilek one corner.. got one time there are total 8 cars there. I was like what is happening sia. One whole big group over there. Like cool ah. Hahah.

Nvm ah.. This come back home. Sleep. Wake up. I watch Blood Diamond.
I just love that story. No nonsense. Straight foward. Like Hotel Rwanda. Just love it..

K lar.I got my PI forms to do.. Take care.

To that person at the mrt. Smile.

Sick Day..

2009-03-25T08:58:00.002+08:00

Im totally sick. Haha.. Sakit paham tk. Semalam patrol mcm nk tk nk.. Dlm Car asik ketawe je. Laugh n laugh. Haha. My leader. Damn funny sia. I guess i got food poisoning ah. haiya. Pain like the fish. But it is ok. Everything happen for a reason. Mcm paham. My training is disrupted. My it shall start today. Today work Night shift. Yeah! Enjoy,

k. For sumhow i just felt like hell. Y? I dun noe. Look at some 'website' and reading it.. Loookin tru it. Somehow get why my life like this. haha. All is anti of me. it is ok. if there any reunion. Be sure im different from last time. Bigger,badder n stronger. hahaha.

Yeah. My All who want to die. Die now!
What m i saying i dun noe.

Daa...

2009-03-23T18:33:00.002+08:00

Wahh.. My head is spinning like a spinning machine seh. Damn giddy. This morning woke up but head feel so turning around. Haha. Haiz. Then go gym ah.. Still go gym. But go no mood. Just do shulder routine. That all. With my Irritating Cuz. Wanabe. Ariff. Haha. Siul ah dier. After that watch movies. Yeah. im a movie freak. Watch Mall Cop. I guess. Damn nonsense sia. You guys shud watch Thundercats trailer.. Damn nonsense seh. Just watch.. Then u understand. Then i when home. Damn like what ah. Like fuck ah. Take mrt. Just sit there. Eyes damn red. Haiya. When i got off the mrt. Guess who i saw.!!!>!..!>!>!

Guess!! First thought my eyes was playing trick on me.
But No!!! It is not.
I turn again.
I look at that person.
Yes it was.
It was My 'Precious'
Haha..

Many things running through my mind. Not one. Not two. MANY!!! Argh!!!!! How. How. How.!>>!??? Reach home. Damn down. With what today been through. Hhaa.. Mcm paham. Now want to go and sleep. Got Duty tmr. daa.

Remember. If you think u can take it. But you can't. Just fall back and relax. Everything will be fine.

Bye!!
Ayiesss!!!1

2009-03-22T18:10:00.002+08:00

*Yawn*
Tiredness make me wanna go LA La La LA.. hahaha.. Crap sia.Come back home at 10 ah. Eat sleep. Ah haven shit. Haha..Yest nite was fun. With Adnin. Damn kecoh sia. Dun look like an you noe what. Cnt say here. The ISD is looking ard. Hahaha. Crap. I been FARTING!! and it s SMELL!!. Haha. Smell like fuck.
Now i have 2 trainee.. Yeah.. It is a start lar. Chill. Rilek one corner. Yeah baby. Aiming is to make improvement in their life. Yes. The weight nor the training is the problem. It is the mind.
Ok. You overcome the mind,you overcome everything. That All..
My blog is all short and sweet cuz i have nothing to write. My life is like copy and paste. Just like that.
Copy CRTL C
Paste CRTL V
Understand?? Hahaha.. K k..Wan to go lausai. Si Cap Kau!!! Byte!!

Start of A Fresh Training Day

2009-03-21T16:43:00.002+08:00

Morning!

Start a new fresh day for me!! Hahaha... Wake up at 9.. Usually timing. Eat 3 eggs. Drink my supplement. Watch TV. Then off to gym. this time i went to Bedok gym. Whack! Haha.. Do chest routine,legs n arm. Shiok ah.. Until 1 plus.I reach home. Shud be resting now but cant. Ntah y lar..Later report duty at 7. off from my home at 6. Tonight do with Adnin. Yek Eleh!! hahaha..

His trademark. Haha..

At expo got Adidas sale.. Ag!!!!! my Adidas. My Brand. Hope They sponsor me for my Youth Olympic 2010.. haiya.. Adidas Is the Best. Rhyme huh. Haha..

Ah... Want to play game.. bye peeps.

Remember,if the past is haunting you n pulling you.. Pull it back and Destroy it!!

2009

2009-03-20T09:39:00.003+08:00

2009!

Start of a new year. haha... long time since i blog. Since A very very Long time. haha. Me laughing. Guess Im crazy. Past still painful. But ok lar. Just looking around. Pumping. that my Passionate now. Be a fitness instructor or PE teacher.

Thinking of taking Sport And Excersice Science and Becholar!! (Weird Spelling)of Maths in Harvard. Cool huh.

Ok lar. now Im in NS police Force.. Like What i say.. Rilek One Corner.Hahah.

Those who in NS. Join me. We can have a fucking a lot of time. Hahahha..

Now my training is starting ok.. So Got to go.

Goodbye pimps.. If anyone Reading this. Remember.

the Weights Is not your enemy.

the Mind is you ENEMY!

*.Peeps.*

2008-03-07T09:47:00.002+08:00

Hei... It been a long time since i blog.. Haha.. I finished school olready. Haha. ok ah. LAst day was not n the good mood. cause i will have nothing to meet or do. Haiya. Monday may be our class outing. If not wrong. Haha. Nowadays, i been going to gym and out of gym. my body is aching everywhere. and it is becoming bigger. Wow. Haha. The only thing i accomplished is building up my body.

My future,my studies is stranded.I have nowhere to go. Some people have finished their poly and started working.But for me. Here i am.No where to go. Somtimes i feel so sad,i have a lot of tears. But my eyes can't seem to let t out. It is like i have no feeling. A robot i guess. Haha. Hmmm. Now time is 10am. I am getting ready to go gym. Ouh by the way,good luck to Ariff of becoming like me. I mean my getting bod like me. Hang in there. 1 more month.U will feel the change..

Now,i wanna let go..

14 04 07...It is coming.. Sweet right.

Hmm..

Dadada....

2008-02-19T17:09:00.001+08:00

Im now at home... Just got back from gym. Hahaha.. Today gym was Ok Ok Ok ah.. Must focus more. Im doing my project now. But my project group now..Haiya.. Haiz.. Dont know what to say. Cannot say angry.. I want to do on my own. Wait like I bastard them big time. Fuck lar. Hack care. Next week is handing in the project. How.. I dun noe ah.. Haiz.

Busy Busy Busy...

Daaa..

14th is to be remember....

Wednesday!!!

2008-02-13T15:35:00.001+08:00

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nothing to write...

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14th is to be remember!

Tuesday..Half Day!!!

2008-02-12T15:34:00.000+08:00

Today starting in the morning was ok.I got my only 2 member project to discuss about the video editing. All kind of ideas came out. I just love it. Haha. The class only end at 12. Then i go eat at cafe 2. I go school not using any uniform. hack care ah. hha. then go gym. At gym,i was injured ah. So i do reps so little. Play small. Was kinda down for a moment. My body is aching like hell. Not enough sleep. It was like haiz. haha. Then go home by MRT. Haha. vooo...... mmmm....

Woosh!!.. Ouh ya. Sunday i work. It was like WHAT !!!!! It waas totally boring!!! Hahahah.. Mostly sleep. Until all got no mood to work. Haha. gimme me a hell yeah. My body is becoming big. and big in days to comes. Ah,in two more day. Fuck the valentine days. Not because i dun have any gerl or what. Just fuck it. Just of one day,yu have to express your love. Means that the other days is just a normal day ah. Valentine day then must be loving. Lanjiao. For lover,everyday is valentine day. Same to mother days. No such thing as mother days. Every day is mother days. Understand.

2mr gonna do my fucking project. Zero for this. Zero for that. Then what. Like that go home ah. Haiya.. Ah..

Btw, everyday, when i go a msg. I hope it was you....

14th is to be remember.

Chinese New Year!!!!

2008-02-08T15:27:00.000+08:00

Wooooooooooooooo~!!!1@#$@!~!!

Hahaha,Just got home from gym. Today gym was fun. I did a 2 hour work out.! Wow. Can die. All my gym friends are there. There four Titans. Cause their body is like WHAT THE FUCK! Haha. All 25 and above ah. Abang ah.Then meet apek,riff and ash. Just chill for awhile. Then go home. Now,my big bro go camping and my small bro go chalet. Good for them ah. Got fun. For me. Only gym is there for me. No matter what the consequence, it stand my me.

Oh. yesterday go pasir ris park. My dad family side is there. I got there.Mostly just lay down. Do nothing. Just watching the sea and feeling the breeze. Got many malay over there. Fuck it. Reach there. Eat. Look here. My cousin just gave birth to a baby. Dont know it is a boy or a girl. What it is. It is born the same day as my cousin birthday. Means that Mother and her child has the same birthday! Woo. Cheers for her. Haha.After that.Went home. Then sleep. as per normal.

Btw,my big bro and my small bro. Haha. Their handphone bill. Goes wild. Haha. Many msg. Many calls. For me,i only use 40 plus msg and umm around 10 min outgoing call. Haha. I mostly off my phone. No point. Haha.

Got something to tell.

Many people in school know my name.

Out of that,some girls know my name.

None of them which i knew.

Some have big crush on me.

Y is this happening?

Go get lost.

Shit out of my way.

Take the matrip who is much better than me.

Even the prettiest im not interested.

Really!

Just go and take the other guys k.I dun care of you are the prettiest of fuck.

I really dun care.Im not easily fall. Ok! i dun noe how the fuck you noe my name. If you noe my blog. Read this. Im not totally interested. Ok. Im on setia to her only k. Understand. No need to noe who i setia to. Just that im not interested. OK!

Daa..

14th is to be LOVED!

Wednesday Morning.!!!!!!!!!

2008-02-06T07:51:00.000+08:00

Early in the morning blog.Wah!!!!!!!!! Not going to sch. Nop. No! haha. Yesterday was fun.Go sch. I wear like not even school uniform go school. Who cares. teacher wanna catch me. Then say what,go home. Ouh of course. Haha. Yesterday school ended at 12. I go meet my Ariff. Take my money. He got 255.!!! But his phone bill was like wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy way out. Ahaha. Siao. After that eat KFC! Two day straight i been eating KFc. ahah. I just love chicken! Then i go buy a Perfume! AH!! Long time since i spend things on myself. Haha. After that go gym. Like awaiz. gym is gerl of my life. Haha. Except for her ah. She i always love. 14th Yeah! haha.

Then go home. Sit here. Read magazine.Sit therew.So bored. Haiya. Just watch tv. Then go to sleep.! My sleeping time.Standard nowadays. 5 hours top.I woke up. I just dun noe why. Like im a robot. Being treated like a toy now have involve to a robot. Haha. cool huh.

K k.. Nothing more to write.
Daa!!!

14th Is to Be LoveD!

....

2008-02-03T19:12:00.000+08:00

Just Got back from work. Work today was ok. Quite boring. A lot of break. As per normal. Haha. When go home. Go home alone.All the others go play pool. Fun for them. Yeah!. Haha. Haiz. 2mr must hand in the files of my project. Hack care ah.haha. Now i don;t know what to do. No point online. I usually offline. it is like umm how long i did not go online. Nah,who cares. haha.

It is better to have nothing than have everything.

It is better to be nothing than be something.

My fan is making a weird noise.Haha. Out of sudden it sprung out. If there such thing as sprung. Hahaha. K lar. Nothing do much now. Wanna go zzzzzzzz.... Hp switching off. Ouh ya. Everyday,mostly and everytime i off my phone. Like no point. Haha. Free msg 1000. Use only 45. How about that. Hahaha.. K.. Daaa..

14th is to be remember.

Saturday morning

2008-02-02T08:43:00.000+08:00

I din not sleep.I been finishing my last project.Actually got 4 ahl.Just do one.Now Time Is 10 20 am.I got back from home at 730 am.I lost my umbrella.Ahhhh!!!Haha.Just Now Work was ok ah.Rabak sia.Haiz.What to do.But Yesterday my day was great.I went back from home.From gym.I was in bus 69.there was this girl wearing scarf ah.She a madrasah student.Small cute bright child.Was like an angel.I think she around 11 years old.So cute.I wave at her.She saw me.Den she give a big smile.Ahaha.Brighten up my day.After what been gone through.Haiz.thought got S&W.But actuall dun have.Got to school at 750.Dun have.Go back.Play comp.Come back to sch at 11.I cannot be mad at myself.Im just totally go out of my mind.Haha.

Sometime it is better to be alone in this world than have as many friend as you can.
Sometime the joy can be find within yourself,not your friend nor your love ones.
Sometime being self center,crazy,stupid,control by other,look down on ownself is actually strong.
If you can take it what peoply say about you.
You are strong.
You are capable of doing anything you want.
To change.
To kill.
To mind.
Or To just think.
For me.There no GOOD word to say but to know it yourself.You all Are the best.

Now.Damn tired.Going to SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Btw,pity my cousin.The big brother jus recover from accident.nearly 90%.His brother was hit by a vehicle.Flung away.Haiz.Pray to god.. Allah Maha Besar.

Daaa

14th is to be remember.

Tuesday The 13th??Is it?

2008-01-29T14:17:00.000+08:00

It has been a damn long time since i blog.Now im in the library..If that how i spell it.I been to gym,sch and work.That all i been doing.No going out. Just simply that only.I ought my new Protein.100 buck only.Save money ah.If buy GNC.Like fuck. Haiz. My video project.Ntah gone where.i dun care abput it ah. But have to pass it ah. Cuz must go poly.My mum want me to go poly.If cannot go poly,Den Have to Take Another Ite Course.What. must die go poly.Haiz.. Like i say. Im not controlling my life. It always OTHER people who is controlling my life.Not me.No no no.. No me. Other People.Im only a Robot who is ask to do so.Follow other people command.Like a cow doing work all day.

Last friday,when i was working.Night lar.I was all smilling. Talking to myself.Haha.Thinking about the past.I talk to myself.But my friends find me really IRRITATING. Wannan noe what i say.haha.

Sayang Sayang Sayang?

Sayang Tak Sayang Sayang?

Sayang SAAAYANG Sayang...

Sayang Sayang Sayang Tau.

In English...
Love Love Love?
Love Don't Love Love?
Love LOOVEEE Love.
Love You.

Haha.I be repeating the same words over and over again.The whole night.My friends thought i was crazy. Maybe I am?Mabye not? But what i know is that it is the sweetest thing i have had in my life.Haha.Keep on saying till i get home.Haha.Weird huh.Love struck.Oh my dad and mum birthday juz pass.Happy Birthday.For myself.ah.. Hack care about it. I dun celebrate my own birthday.Im wierd huh.Haha.Oh just now got sch..As per normal.But in class din do anithing.As per normal.haha.Woo..K.. gtg. Umm cuase I got nth more to say. K daaaaaa.............................................................

14th is to be remember.

Thursday Morning.

2008-01-03T07:56:00.000+08:00

Thursday morning...Actually i din work yesterday cause i Got jogging at 8..So cannot ah.Go jogging around the bedok neighbourhood. I nearly wanna vomit sia. Fuck it. Dun noe why. Out of sudden. Haha. Oh ya.It is 2008. There no much difference. I din go to the stupid countdown or watch the 'live' countdown. Cause i hate it. Just sleep throughtout the day and night. wake up. As like the same day as i past through everyday.

Now, geting ready to go to lavender to follow Kaya extend his passport. Den go gym. After that. Go home. Sleep. Haha.. nothing much to do..

K. Daa.

Friday 14th 2007

2007-12-14T10:10:00.000+08:00

Today is last day of school.Actually not last day of school ar.I everyday is like holiday ah.So free.Nothing to do.Haiz.Haha. Today got outing ah.Class outing.Go theme park.Last day.Have fun for awhile ah.Long time nvr go out and have fun.Haha.Just now wake up early just to go the fucking PE.Actually dun have.Argh!!!!Must wake up 7 in the morning.Haha. Den dun have. Lepak at Cafe 2 ah.With salih. Then other gang come and lepak at cafe 2 with us.Talk cork. Disturb Mirza.Haha. At fisrt chat with salih ah. About what happening at school. What happening within us.Haha. Like gossip ah.ut not that bad. Just talk around. Now in the lab. Suppose to do project. Ah..Hack Care. Who care. I dun. Haha. Like a joke huh. That my life. All is like a joke to me.

Tonight got werk. Must werk hard. because of my dad. He work like fuck. From 7 am this morning come back home at 7 am the next day. Haiz. Poor thing. Im thinking of buying him a Caterpiller or Timberland shoe for him. At least comfortable for him ah. Looking at his shoe. Poor thing. For his birthday next month. Same as my mum. Dun have any idea what to buy for her. I dun mind spending for my friends or family. Money in my world is not important. I have no money i dun mind. Atleast my family and friends get to enjoy.

Some people who get everything. Is a big Fuck. Just because your dad is an engineer. Big FUCK! Haiz.

I deleted everything. Everything.

You not my everything. My everything is YOU!

Understand.

Saturday is the day,

2007-11-24T07:55:00.000+08:00

My family.. Is running on low money. Haiz. Reali low on it. I juz put money in my bank.For my family use.Not for me ah.I want to put more so that in the future i can use it but it seem i cant. But it is ok.I dun mind about it. As long it is of the family. That all. I been consentrate on my gym,sch dun noe about it ah. That all ah. I got nothing ot do. Jus gym and sch. My class now is having project. I dun even have the book sia. Fuck it.

Haha.Nvm ah.GPA only 1.9 Wanna go poly..Kiss it can ah.Haha.

K K K..nth more to say.Why dun you say about it.K.You have the power.I dun,

Daa.

This Is not the day,

2007-11-16T15:37:00.000+08:00

Today School actually start at 8.But i reached at 10 plus.Haha.Cool huh.Just 2 hour lesson only.Ok ah.Then my form teacher said that i will getting a new teacher.My previous teacher. That bloody Mr Martin. I awaiz fight with him.That fucker son of the bitch. Haiz. World cannot end like this.

Yesterday watch movies.Before that goes to gym.Then watch movies.What movies. BRATZ!

What the fuck. In the cinema only 4 guys.All was girls! What the fuck. What to do.They buy for me the ticket oredi sia.Haiz.Den go home after that.

Tonite im working.2mr afternoon i might going to hospital.NUH.My childhood friend was down with lekiumia. I dun noe how to spell but it is a terrible disease.I was juz to get noe about it.I was reali sad to hear that.

Now i at home.Nothing to do.So play game ah.That all. I got nothing to say.Actually i got alot things to say ah but i forgot...thatl all.

You have the power.

Why dun you heal my good friend.,..

That all i want.

I cnt stand to see my friends mum eyes...

Bye.